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Letter To My Unborn Daughter -- 4/4/03


Come hell or high water, im gonna get married, be happy, and have me a little daughter, a child that I can call my baby girl, the most beautiful and most precious thing to ever breathe in this world, taking right after her mother, with a lotta love from her father, maybe one day hanging out with her little brother, Ill make life easy for you so you don't have to be bothered, baby all the girls are driving me so crazy, one day their hot, one day their not, one day I'm an asshole, I can't find one baby, maybe if I wait long enough enough I can find a girl that will stay around and not play me, just maybe, if I wish I may on a star, no matter where you are, God's supposedly listening to your prayers, well all I'm asking for is the chance to show someone worth it that I care, and baby if anybody ever tells you that life is gonna be fair.... their liars, don't listen, life is hell it's making me rip out my hair, when people stare, just smile, whenever your in doubt just remember that I love you baby always will because you're my child, when people give you attitude don't lose your head, guys will do it so when guys break your heart don't be like me and wish for your death, or say things that you wish could be unsaid, because most guys are just going to be following that third leg, I may or may not be here long enough for you to remember me, but maybe you can read this and maybe it'll spark your memory, just remember that your daddy got tired of his heart being torn, torn the fuck out, but remember that daddy loves you baby, this is a letter to my unborn daughter.

Can you see me baby? Can you hear me baby? Will you ever know how much I love you baby? Will you remember me baby? Or will you forget me baby? Will you ever hold back on something in fear that it would upset me baby? Will you love me baby? Will you ever get to really hug me baby? I'm just trying to find you a mom that isn't gonna fuck me baby... this one goes out to my baby, the letter to my unborn daughter.

Come hell or high water, I'm gonna find me a good one woman, one worthy of bearing my daughter, because right now she's yet to be born, I could have sworn that I found that woman but I just had to tell her goodbye, because she wanted to leave me because she had some interest in some fucking red neck guy, left here to cry and wonder and ask myself why, If you can't answer the question baby then why should we even try, but I promise you that I'll find another for you before the day that I die, I pinky swear baby cross my heart hope to die stick a needle in my eye, your my baby and you always will be baby for forever and a day, only God himself can because no one else is gonna be strong enough to ever take you away, and baby I will find me a girl to stay, Why can't they just love me like I love them, Why can't I get a girl that wants to be more then a friend, Why do I have to stay broken hearted over and over time and time again, why can't I find a girl to love me until the end, how can I be too young when love conquers all, how can I be too old when my heart is still so small, it takes a lot to get into there but in my heart you will always have a home, I'm writing you this wishing that it was a girl and not your Uncle Steve on the other side of this phone, be good, always do what you think you should, should've, would've, could've, die knowing that you did everything that you could, no regrets, and never forget, that daddy loves you baby.

Can you see me baby? Can you hear me baby? Will you ever know how much I love you baby? Will you remember me baby? Or will you forget me baby? Will you ever hold back on something in fear that it would upset me baby? Will you love me baby? Will you ever get to really hug me baby? I'm just trying to find you a mom that isn't gonna fuck me baby... this one goes out to my baby, the letter to my unborn daughter.

Come hell or high water, even if I have to buy the rings that be costing a quarter, I'm gonna get together, get married, and find me a suitable mother for my daughter, dear mommy, dear baby, i'm just tired from working my butt off for you baby I promise you I'm not being lazy, I just want you to have everything you could ever dream of, give you everything in the world, and every single bit of my love, blood is thicker than water baby and I'm so blessed to have you sent to me from up above, if you see something that you want, take it, and if you want something bad enough, then fake it, I could tell you to live by perfect morals but truth is they don't work on this Earth, on this day, ever since the day of your birth, I loved you in every single way, why are you not yet born, why is my heart so torn, why is it suddenly okay to use a "K" when your spelling the name Korn, you'll be okay, you'll get it, just never ever forget it, if you make a decision make sure that you'll never regret it, and I promise you that you will be fine, because your my baby girl and when it's your time it's your time, just make sure you shine, forget the world baby... I love you.